GODDAMN THAT FELT GOOD. I got to serve Erica this morning. In person. First, surprise. Then, confusion. Then shock. Then resignation. Then contempt. It was better than any sunrise I’ve ever seen. The look on her face was the most … Continued
*Note: This post was originally published as a Facebook post on my main Facebook page as a message to my friends and family on Friday, May 19th, 2023. I posted it to this blog on the 20th of May, and … Continued
It’s funny how the human brain works. My entire life, any time I’ve ever been really pissed off, anger has always worked the same way; the more time that passes, the less intense anger feels. Sometimes, it takes a long … Continued
I went on a bit of a spending spree a couple nights ago and bought like…. 26 domain names. Aside from a bunch that I bought for myself, I bought ericavandriel.net, ericavandriel.org and ericavandriel.info, and now each of them point … Continued
The response from the Polyam/ENM community to my post in the poly group a couple days ago was absolutely insane. I have never felt more seen, supported or validated. Throughout this process, I have spent a lot of time reflecting, … Continued
Last week, I went to my family doctor and asked for a referral to see a psychiatrist. I told him what I’ll tell you: the further away from Erica I get, the more I see that she was toxic, abusive, … Continued