It’s been a minute since I posted! I took a month to focus on myself and healing the damage caused by the single most awful person that has ever come into my life. Mostly, I’ve just been getting out there, … Continued
I can’t help but let my mind wander sometimes… In the quiet moments when it’s just me and my thoughts, I find myself wondering about Erica, her peers and the people that support her. Are they ok with the fact … Continued
Over the last couple days, I’ve been in my yard, clearing out the weeds in the garden, hacking down the forest that has become our lawn, burning a lot of debris and dried out tree trimmings from last year, and … Continued
A few nights ago, before I went to Vancouver for the day, I’d watched a music video that was advertised in my Instagram feed. It was a new track from Lewis Capaldi – a singer who’s music has hit close … Continued
I’ve said several times in my posts, and in the real world that I wholeheartedly believe that I have been in an abusive relationship and repeatedly used and manipulated by a covert narcissist. I’ve told my therapist, I’ve told my … Continued
As I continue to pour through our old texts and conversations, I am experiencing both rage and a profound sadness. I have these moments where I fluctuate between missing her so completely that I feel utter despair at knowing I … Continued
As I woke up this morning, I felt my body flood with adrenaline and become activated as my brain did a full inventory of this new reality that is my life. “She’s gone.” I feel panic, disgust, sadness, anger, hurt, … Continued